Archive for 2004

The end.

There is no point in pretending any longer that I’m going to update this page.

I know I said I’d update if anything significant happened in my life, but the truth is this—things do happen and 100% of it is stuff that I have no desire to revisit through documenting anywhere.  I’ve been well and truly screwed over by people who had my trust and I’ve lost the ability to laugh, to cry or to feel any other emotion.  The desire in fact to do anything that involves emotion in any small part is long gone and the idea of having to deal with any sort of emotion, be it my own or someone else’s, greatly roils me.

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What is wine?

Ironic, I think it is; my excuse for not updating my Journal was, at some point, that nothing and only nothing was happening in my life.  In one respect my excuse still is completely valid since nothing of major interest has indeed taken place; I now sit here though feeling as if so many things have happened that I’ll never be able to remember them all to share them.

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Alias Run Box (ARB) v3.2

ARB (Alias Run Box) v3.2 is now available at:

No parts of the script require Standard Configuration anymore and should work with any PowerPro v4.1 configuration.

Changes since v3.1:

  • The ARB_Add, ARB_Remove and Eval aliases no longer require Standard Configuration to be enforced in order to work properly
  • The ARB_Rebuild and ARB_Edit aliases now execute without error
  • The Eval alias will now output to a message box if invoked with Shift+Enter

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Alias Run Box (ARB) v3.1

ARB (Alias Run Box) v3.1 is now available at:

The script no longer assumes Standard Configuration, and so it should work without modification for anyone running PowerPro v4.1, with the exception of the ARB_Add, ARB_Remove and Eval aliases.  These currently require Standard Configuration to be enabled in order to use them, but disabling Standard Configuration will not interfere with the rest of the script.

A new version addressing this will be released soon.

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ColourSpy v3.1

ColourSpy v3.1 is now available at:

The ColourSpy script no longer assumes Standard Configuration, and so it should work without modification for anyone running PowerPro v4.1.

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Bugger it all.

I have decided that I am happy and that I have nothing to complain about.  One of the implications here is that I feel it necessary to block out most (or more if possible) thoughts regarding anything to do with [her].  Until I decide that enough is enough, in order to live up to what I have declared it will be necessary for me to neglect documenting anything to do with [her], since I will have supposedly terminated any germinating thoughts before they can develop to something worth noting down.

I had decided that I was happy when I wrote that, but now I really am not.  Nothing at all is going my way this week and I feel like crap again.  I am completely unsatisfied (understatement alert) with my life and everything in it.

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Viruses, tickets and Boost! Oh my!

[She] decided to tell me how she had felt about me when she was going through a rough time with [him].  Was it because she felt we were friends enough for her to share that with me, and it was just conveniently timed given the events that had taken place?  Or perhaps it was because she strongly felt that her relationship was over?

Since my last real post I’ve had quite some exciting things happening to me—perhaps I should post entries more often.

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Facelift, anyone?

Quick, put all my personal problems aside for the moment—the site’s going to undergo a new look.

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Only 65.9 years to go!

My heart’s racing away at 1000mph, my brain pulses and aches, my stomach churns away and my neck burns.  I lie here nauseously, shivering violently in a cold sweat.

It’s five in the morning and I’ve been in bed for so long.  Work is now a mere matter of hours away and I will have had no sleep when I walk though those doors.  Why does this happen to me so often?  What am I freaking out about?  I’m not consciously thinking of anything at the moment.  I have no reason to feel like this!

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ColourSpy v3.0

ColourSpy v3.0 has been uploaded, and is available from:

Major changes to the last version include conformity to standard configuration; use of the CL.Functions() to build a dynamic bar when needed, resulting in the bar no longer being stored in the .PCF file; and the script has been heavily commented to offer insight into how it all works.

It is necessary to uninstall previous versions before installing this one.

For those who haven’t heard of ColourSpy, the ColourSpy bar will display the RGB and hex values of the colour underneath the mouse cursor, similar to most eyedropper tools that you can find around with the exception that this one is programmed entirely in PowerPro.

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